What to do, what to do...
 My free time at work just started to accumulate, so why not create a page for daily observations and ponderings on life so I can occupy said free time! What a great a idea, I think I just will...

Disclaimer: The opinions expressed within this column are those of the writer and the writer only, and do not necessarily reflect those of  HSU. If something offends you then read the rules of this site. Regardless, just sit and enjoy these ramblings and realize that  the writer is only digging himself deeper and deeper into a hole...

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August 14, 2004 - The Disease takes over
   
So, it’s almost time for school to start, and I ask Jay if he’ll update the Journal section, and he says, “Why don’t YOU update the Journal?” So here I am, with absolutely no clue if what I’m writing is supposed to be entertaining, or serious, or even accurate. So, maybe I’ll just make stuff up. So, the summer has been both productive and lazy, exciting and, at times, a little slows. We kicked things off with a trip to San Francisco. That was amazing. I’d never been there before, and I couldn’t see enough. Too bad we were only there for 4 days. But we had a great tour guide: Jay’s mom.  A native of the Bay Area, she knew exactly where to take us and how to get there. Instead of looking like the tourists that we were, we were pow-wowing with the natives. The worst part of the summer was when I had to leave. My only consolation is that I’m moving there next year. Soon, pretty city! Soon!

 Next was a trip to Fort Worth where I became acquainted with Jay’s past. I got the grand tour. I saw everything and met everyone, and I even conned them all into approving of me. It was $50 well spent, I think. The purpose of the trip was for the nuptials of Jay and John’s long-time friend, Jeremy. That’s right. One more man has been tricked into putting on that ball and chain, and he’ll never be free again. Poor sap. But anyway, the wedding was great, and I loved the area. I’m not sure, despite what Jay tells me, that it is actually heaven on earth, as the native peoples actually seemed to be alive, and not saved souls, and I definitely wasn’t seeing streets of gold. But we had a great time none-the-less. There was so much to do (if you could just make it past the traffic), and the people were great. Jay and John even took me to their favorite arcade. I’m not sure, but I hear that that is a ceremonious “right of passage.” Basically, I think it means that I have an honorary set of testicles. Whoopee.

 Other than our two trips, we spent most of our free time watching movies and hanging out with at least part of the crew. James and Jen were in town all summer, along with Paul’s girlfriend, Amber, and our resident politician and resident authority on Goths made brief stopovers. Basically, we did a whole lotta swimming and played a whole lotta Cranium. Good times, good times.

I found out today that I start my new job at Danson’s on Monday. Yay for employment and the paychecks that ensue!

 Today Jay and I had a total “Sound of Music” moment and went on a picnic. There was singing, and deer, and good food, and Julie Andrews...and we all learned how to sing in solfege. It was a perfect day for a picnic: blue sky, a few lazy clouds, a nice breeze, and you couldn’t beat the temperature: 75 degrees in August!!

And, I confiscated my parent’s old video camera, so we have actual video footage of the food that Jay and I consumed at the picnic earlier today. Ah, sweet, sweet nostalgia. Because one day I will want to look back and think, “That was a damn good sandwich. I think I’ll make me another one just like it.” And I’ll know exactly how to make that sandwich, because I captured it on video tape. Mmmmmm. Sandwich.

And that pretty much brings the journal up to date. I’m sure that there will be more entries once school begins. See everybody in a week! -Leigh Anne


February 26, 2004 Alright, we're here, just sitting in the car; I want you to show me if you can get far. Step on the gas!
  
Well, it's been a little over two years since I started this journal. Yay, happy birthday to you my neglected red-headed journal! Oh how I loved you for a few months and then grew tired of your incessant nagging and demands.  But look at me, I'm back to give you some more temporary loving before I throw you back into the abyss that is my list of things-to-do.  But enough of that, I'm ready to use to your full potential: to document the mediocrity and absurdity that is my life!
   First on my tray of random remnants of memories is my recent run-in with the radical concept of aerial photography.  I took my first flight in a small plane last week in order to take pictures of our wonderful campus which will be used in my creation of a new 3-D campus map.  Those 2-d multi-colored squares are so last century and I have been given the fascinating task of giving the buildings a little more 21st century perspective. The fruits of my aerial endeavors thus far do not include a finished map, but they do include 65 megs of HSU pictures and an interesting aerial shot of my house  (1)  along with familiar black dot. Well that and the knowledge that heart's desire to one day pilot the skies is not as grand as my stomach's desire to avoid claustrophobia-inducing compartments-in-motion.    
    I have also just realized that it is 6:46 and I was supposed to meet someone at 6:30 so maybe its time to put this writing on hiatus once again and return to the monotonous real world. Toodles.

October 30, 2003 Ze journal iz bach
 Gee, what can I say?  I have neglected this section for many reasons over the past two months. It's not that nothing has happened in my life, because that couldn't be any farther from the truth.  In fact there are all kinds of little events I could mention here that would probably entertain you.  Like the time I donated blood only to watch my roommate pass out in front of me. When my turn happened I gave blood without incident, only to walk halfway back to my dorm before nearly passing out myself. I ended up sleeping for 18 hours that night.  And a dog ate my free twinkies too...

Or then there was the time I was forced to wear make-up and do the same mundane task of ordering coffee for the university coffee supplier almost fifty times. Of course I was shooting a commercial for Henderson State University, but I had no idea how rigorous the life of an actor was. I did the same walk, greet, and purchase numerous times, each time using  a different camera angle and with slight variations of the same pose.   And then of course there was all the instances of me going to the football games and acting crazy and/or stupid, or taking 100 mile roadtrips to watch various new movies (Once Upon a Time in Mexico, Underworld, Kill Bill, etc), or even the wild and crazy nights of wrestling different people in the middle of the dorm.  Yea, I could mention those events and probably write something pretty funny about each one of them.

 But I'm not. 

"Why?" you might ask. 

 Well for numerous reasons actually. The main one being that I already did write about those things. In fact I wrote a few thousands words detailing all the crazy events that were happening in my life at that time. And you know what happened?  My VPN shut down before I could save everything and Frontpage caused a fatal error.  I lost everything, including the desire to re-type the entire page. Of course it's my fault for not saving those thousands of words in the first place. But that doesn't make me any less apathetic about the entire thing.

 Actually, I'm not truly apathetic, I'm just overworked and tired over having to re-work things.   But I'm not complaining because I actually enjoy it. In the past two months I have pumped out so many portfolio pieces that it's not even funny. I've been working at Public Relations for two months and I've already created enough art to fill my senior show.  But mostly my time has been devoted to something that I haven't had in a while: a girlfriend.

    I haven't dated very many people over the course of my college career due to a promise I made myself years ago.  Lord knows I've had plenty of opportunities to do so, but as a personal preference I kept myself locked up pretty tight when it came to sharing emotions with others.  And then she came into my life and broke me down, against my will might I add.  I couldn't be any happier.

   Technically, this is my journal so I should be able to write about emotional situations like this with ease. But unlike other journals, this one is a little more public than I'm used to so its hard for me to write anything thats not funny here. I miss the days where I could write J-cap articles detailing funny situations in serious formats.  So now, long with my numerous other tasks, I'm in the process of keeping two journals.  One thats public, and one thats just for me.  Because in five years I want to look back and see both sides of myself, the funny and the serious.
 More later...     

September 13, 2003 - Hazel-eyed treats
   
It's a new school year and it's time for a new Journal page!
    So here I sit, waiting for our first football game to start while my roommates get dressed up in their uniforms and prepare for a night of music and action. This is my first home football game I haven't been required to attend since the Fall of '96, so it's a fairly new feeling to me. And like all other new feelings, I'm going to be productive and write something just to take my mind off of that missing feeling.
    So you want to know what's happened since I moved back into the dorm, eh? Well then you've come to the right place!  Prepare for a story like none ever told...

    The first few days in the dorm we spent setting up all of our new toys and arranging the room 2 3 4. After establishing our new dominion we began to socialize with the other people in the dorm. Most of them were fellow incumbents to the dorm, but there were a few new faces that we had to introduce ourselves to and invite them to the "party room" so to speak. The only instances that there wasn't a party in our room was when we took a group trip to the movies, or when everyone had to go to band practice (everyone except me that is :). Those first few days of school defined exactly what I wish school was always like: Hanging around with good friends and not having ANY classes to go to. Unfortunately, that didn't last too long because classes started the Wednesday after we moved into the dorm. But I soon found out that wasn't as bad as it sounded...

    I must be blessed this semester, because I have the class schedule to die for.  After six semesters of having constant classes and/or work 8-5 everyday, I suddenly have a semester where I spend more time out of class than in it.  Other than my Monday's, which I go to class from 8 AM - 8 PM,  my days are beautifully laid out.  I have zero classes on Fridays, and only one class on Tuesdays and Thursdays (which happens to be Brass Band which is a fun "blow-off" class as it is).  Therefore, after my last class on Wednesdays the next major class I have to look forward to isn't until Monday morning. It's like I have a four day weekend every week!  Of course there is always a catch...

    Most of my classes this semester are independent study classes, which means I have to do all the work on my own time and periodically check back with the teacher to show that I am improving.  So while I do have alot of free time, most of it should  be spent drawing/animating/modeling and so on and so forth.

 

And surprise surprise, it's time for me to go to work. I'll finish this later today, because we all know that my "I don't have any time for updates" excuse won't work anymore...

 

 
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