Recently, a psychology student came to me asking if I would like to take a personality test. I agreed mainly out of boredom and took the test. I have an inherit distrust of tests such as this mainly because I'm bipolar and don't like the questions they ask (if I took the test more than once I believe I would have completely different answers), plus I don't like being categorized by anything. I like to believe that I'm an individual who makes his own decisions and not decisions that fit into a predetermined category such as the ones this personality test provides.  When I first received my results, I scoffed at them and pushed them aside believing that I wouldn't fit any of the qualities they described. Finally when I got around to reading them (once again out of boredom) I almost freaked.  These results scare/surprise me because of how accurate they are.  Of course not everyone will agree that these apply to me, but those who truly know me will certainly agree (and those who disagree, the results also tell you why you don't "know me").  Other than one or two sentences pertaining to "unhappy childhood" and such (I'm pretty sure I was a happy little tyke), this description has me nailed down perfectly.  Which I absolutely hate.  Not because of being a "healer", that's pretty cool actually, but because I actually fit into some predestined category (be it a VERY small category) which means people can determine my actions before I even do them. I always valued thinking I was "unpredictable" in my actions... Anyways, enough of my rambling, I have a whole section I can do that in. Read this description of "me" and decide for yourself how true it is. 
 

You are a Healer

Healer Idealists are abstract in thought and speech, cooperative in striving for their ends, and informative and introverted in their interpersonal relations. Healers present a seemingly tranquil, and noticeably pleasant face to the world, and though to all appearances they might seem reserved, and even shy, on the inside they are anything but reserved, having a capacity for caring not always found in other types. They care deeply-indeed, passionately-about a few special persons or a favorite cause, and their fervent aim is to bring peace and integrity to their loved ones and the world.

Healers have a profound sense of idealism derived from a strong personal morality, and they conceive of the world as an ethical, honorable place. Indeed, to understand Healers, we must understand their idealism as almost boundless and selfless, inspiring them to make extraordinary sacrifices for someone or something they believe in. The Healer is the Prince or Princess of fairytale, the King's Champion or Defender of the Faith, like Sir Galahad or Joan of Arc. Healers are found in only 1 percent of the general population, although, at times, their idealism leaves them feeling even more isolated from the rest of humanity.

 Healers seek unity in their lives, unity of body and mind, emotions and intellect, perhaps because they are likely to have a sense of inner division threaded through their lives, which comes from their often unhappy childhood. Healers live a fantasy-filled childhood, which, unfortunately, is discouraged or even punished by many parents. In a practical-minded family, required by their parents to be sociable and industrious in concrete ways, and also given down-to-earth siblings who conform to these parental expectations, Healers come to see themselves as ugly ducklings. Other types usually shrug off parental expectations that do not fit them, but not the Healers. Wishing to please their parents and siblings, but not knowing quite how to do it, they try to hide their differences, believing they are bad to be so fanciful, so unlike their more solid brothers and sisters. They wonder, some of them for the rest of their lives, whether they are OK. They are quite OK, just different from the rest of their family-swans reared in a family of ducks. Even so, to realize and really believe this is not easy for them. Deeply committed to the positive and the good, yet taught to believe there is evil in them, Healers can come to develop a certain fascination with the problem of good and evil, sacred and profane. Tutors are drawn toward purity, but can become engrossed with the profane, continuously on the lookout for the wickedness that lurks within them. Then, when Healers believe they have yielded to an impure temptation, they may be given to acts of self-sacrifice in atonement. Others seldom detect this inner turmoil, however, for the struggle between good and evil is within the Healer, who does not feel compelled to make the issue public.

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